why izzit i can't be together with the person i love so much... can u tell me what is the prob with me that u dun love me... really very very sad everytime when this question gets into my mind... not ready and don't what.. is there much different? sometimes i really hate myself.. my friends they can be with the person they love... but me? no way.. to me u very important, the same goes to my brothers.. you two are as important.. can't afford to lose either 1 of u... i rmb that the firtst time i ask u that question.. u said i only know u fer about few days.. now u said u have no confidence on urself.. then can u put it on me? ur past relationship u have never last.. are u putting me into the same category as them without letting me to prove that i am different from them? sigh... thinking all of this really makes my heart hurts..
alL ii need is euu `
JONATHAN; 10:44 PM
