It is so hard... too diffcult to continue any longer.... but i am trying my best all i had to stay on.... do u guys know how hard to keep ur saddness inside u and take out ur cheerful side by force...? force to take out is b.cox i dun want her to know that i am sad and feel pity about me... when ever i see her... i tried to keep as much saddness as possible and i did it for the moment.... I TREASURE EVERY MOMENT I GOT TO SPENT WITH HER OR TALKING TO HER EVEN JUST A SECOND.... I will never get a happy endding or even the start of a endding.... sobx.... just no hope for me.... i am so damn usless....
alL ii need is euu `
JONATHAN; 1:44 PM
